| Tanner, Me, and Casi: taken in McCall, ID |
Within my adult life, I have had issues with the 4th of July as a holiday. I don't know when it happened, perhaps, as with most holidays, it just became less than it was. Or perhaps, as I feel it is, it was how we chose to celebrate the holiday. Never settling with a specific tradition.
Initially, Casi and I celebrated the holiday together (Nate having to work the holiday). It became ours. A mom and daughter day. Every year, we would go to the West Jordan fair; wander the booths, do a face painting, ride a few rides, sit with my parents, and then settle onto the grass, with blankets, to watch the fireworks.
Nate however hated the fair. I don't know why. Maybe it was too close to our first date. So when, he started getting the holiday off, we changed how it was celebrated. Over, the many years we tested different ways to celebrate. We held BBQ's at our home, tried buying our own fireworks, went to others peoples BBQ's, visited family, went to parks, and even had a year where we drove around; never quite settling on a location before the fireworks started. We then drove home; Casi and I tucked ourselves into blankets in the back of the truck. The exposed sky over heard. For Casi this year stands out due to the ride home. For Nate and I it was a struggle of finding a place to be.
This year we went to McCall, ID; to see friends and to enjoy the fabulous fireworks show over Payette Lake. Our hosts,worked their tooters off to show us a great time. Filling three days with multiple bike rides, visits to the lake, shopping, and a hike to a waterfall.
| Payette Lake. Me, settled into a chair. Enjoying the view and everyones excitement over their chosen activity at the lake. |
| Tanner on the hike to waterfall |
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| Right before she wrecked. Look at that grin! |
At one point during the program, I stopped watching fireworks. I looked around me. Taking in the smoke, lights, noise and excitement of the evening through those around me. Seeings smiles, arms, hugs. People brought together to see the fireworks. Another 4th of July tradition. I then looked to Nate with Tanner cuddled in his lap and Casi at his side and I realized, we have a tradition after all. We always did.
On the 4th: Casi, spent part of the evening, before the fireworks started, watching the sun make its way behind the mountains. Water licking her toes. |
The finally. You can almost see the barge where they lit the fireworks. Smoke roaring from its decks. |














